ini nih idola saya ........hmmm....ganteng nggak ? cool deh pokok nya . banyak alasan yang membuat saya suka ma ini .......salah satunya adalah , dia tu orangnya murah senyum .........

benci VS dendam

benci ???  kata itu beda nggak sih dengan dendam. dua kata itu bersaudara atau saling bermusuhan sih ? hmmmm.....aku bingung dengan dua mahkluk itu ? (eh .......benci  & dendam tu manusia bukan sih ? kok mahkluk sih ? ) ahhh..........au ahhh gelappp. benci = sesuatu yang orang tidak suka . dendam = sesuatu yang membuat orang jengkel . hmmm......berarti antara benci dan dendam itu ada persamaanya donk . "sesuatu", ya itukah persamaan benci dan dendam , dua-duanya sama-sama sesuatu .............(hahaahaaa......syahrini donk , kalo sesuatu ....mggak di tambahin alhamdulillah sekalian tu ???? heheeeeee ) .....ada persamaan nggak antara , "aku benci sama kamu " dan " aku dendam sama kamu " ??? trus bedanya apa donk ? apa dua kata tersebut memiliki perbedaan arti ??? jika di lihat dari makna tu ada perbedaannya nggak sih ??? ada nggak kira - kira ???kira kira ada nggak ???

When friendship isn’t as long as beautiful as before

At the first impression I met her, I feel so glad, but I also felt uncertain, why was I felt it ? I didn’t know, after we are being close friend I know she was so friendly, so fine. In spare time, we were together. We changrd somr story each other and we gave some spirit each other. Although we have different school, but at the holiday, we were hanged out, played, visited tour placed together. Sometimes, we also visit to my friend’s house. It’s made solidarity between us. She was my senior but I don’t care about it. I think friendship is blind.

Oneday, she was graduated from her senior high school. She continued her study to jogjakarta. At the same time, i still in senior high school. Although we seldom to met, but if she come back home, I visited her house and as usual, we changed each story each other. And a yers ago I was graduated from my senior high school. But I don’t know, I will continued to the university or not??? And the really, I continued to the university next year and i went to universiyi ordered by her in place where her brother studied. I thank to her because she ordered me to this university. Although we have some activity, but at weekend we meet to changed story each other.

Day by day felt so fast. We were so busy with our activity. It resulted loss communication between us. At the end we still together was wewent to prayed idul fitri with our mother. Thet time we still seen very close. I remember after celebrating idul fitri last year, our friendship was’t as beauty as before. I didn’t know what happen with her. But I felt so disappointed. Some year ago we held friendship, everything will endure together, on sad or happy. But what does happen know ???why did our frienship become like this ???I’m very not willing.

For me “ there is no ex-bestfriend in my life”

(January, 29th 2009)

this is about frienship